What Do Your Choices Create?
I was born into a poverty-stricken, alcohol-ridden Scottish family where mistreatment was a daily experience. I found school difficult intellectually and socially and spent my childhood wondering why people didn’t say what they really meant. By the time I was 10 I knew I was going to have a very different life - all of that was definitely not enough for me! So I chose a rich life where I could fly in private jets, live in a £12 million beach house and have anything I wanted. I lived the high life and was surprised to discover that still wasn’t enough!
Underneath ‘having it all’ was a pervading sense of ‘Is this all there is?’. By my early twenties I had a brilliant husband, two amazing boys, a luxurious life… and yet my head kept thumping me with stories of how stupid I was, how incompetent I was and how I couldn’t get anything right. I was deeply unhappy and seeking something that didn’t seem to have a name. I studied psychotherapy and went to psychotherapists for ten years and almost nothing changed.
When I found Access Consciousness® I discovered how to be the source of my life. I’m still asking for more, but not from the spaces of lack, dissatisfaction and need. Every day I become more generative in my own life using the tools I’ve learned. Living consciously is a journey that never stops asking you to be all you can be.